Haizz.. my life is in a mess right now. I have no idea what should i be doing now. Im like a lost sheep waiting for its owner to come back and guide me home. But I guess it will take a long time before I manage to find my owner. This week has been an emotional week for me. First thing was, I treat u like my gf but it seems im just some kind of toy for u. When u were afraid to fall in love again, I brought u back. But now u like someone else liao jiu break up with me... ohhwell. I guess thats wat they mean by flings.. Seriously retarded shit. Now I understand what they mean by girls go for jerks and friendzone guys who treat them good. Fuck it _|_ I guess ill have to forget bout all this and focus on my FYP and studies first. Places I shall avoid are Tanglin mall, Kallang Bahru, Holland Village, Far East Plaza and maybe Orchard if I cant help it. I guess its best that we remain as friends if thats even possible.. U even took a long time just to reply me. I guess the cycle is working. FML

23 Augest 2012 is my first exam paper for yr 3 sem 1. Damn sian cos lots of theory to memorise. Went to the exam hall and my mind was blank. WOOOHOOO!! so gonna fail that paper cos I dont know how to answer most of the questions as I forgotten the answer muahahah.

24 August. Tdy was my second paper. I believe I can get A or B for today cos I answered all the questions correctly heehee :P

Sunday got appreciation dinner for NDP. Looking forward to it and enjoying myself there before going home and chiong my studies for Tue paper on Embedded System Desgin.

Eh Wah! Eh Wah! Eh Wah!

PEKCHEKNESS TTM

Sibei dulan now.. Friday got labtest and Im not even prepared for it, why? cos im busy trying to write a fucking PROPOSAL for a certain thing which im not even in charge of. How de fug do u expect me to write a proposal when the event is not even planned by me? U expect me to come up with it when SP are the ones planning it? So why de hell u even want a proposal for anyways? Seriously dude! We jus join them for a certain camp nia and u want this want that from us... Sometimes I really wanted to quit alrdy you know. If not becos of the wonderful and fantastic ppl i met while i was here, u wouldnt even see me now. If only I can quit now... 

Wad will the consequences be if i were to quit? Cos right now quitting is such an attractive way of doing things. Can somebody tell me wad should i do now? Im like a headless chicken running around aimlessly :/

Common test is like 2 weeks away only and i haven even started studying yet. Haiz.. Hopefully i can understand my notes cos the teacher no provide notes for us :/  Exam dates out le. Mine is 23, 24 and 27 Aug. NDP appreciation dinner is on the 25 Aug if im not wrong. Will i have the mood and the time to attend? I wanna see cute girls in party outfits. HEHEHE! Tmr is NE3 le. suppose to wake up at 10am and im still not tired yet. HOSEHBO~ Im damn hungry now, sadly theres no food for me to eat at all >:(

NE2 with those p5 kids. they are so cute sia budden everyone was like so high tech sia! Dont no wad iphone ah, s2, s3 phones all come out sia. they so busy taking photos... I still remember when i was p5 i was soo excited about NDP show lor.. now the kids is like okay luh use phone and take pictures...

Haiz.. i totally understand how it feels to be over-friendly after the show. one big group sit and lepak tgt, in the end i see 3 different groups forming... so much for going out in a big group. Waste of my time spent there..

I saw u in the same train as me... u saw me and u pretended that i didnt exist. Well so be it then, it wont hurt to have one less friend in u..

FML. I do miss u occasionally but i gotta move on.

STRESS!! I can feel that heavy burden on me now!

Tdy is NE1 le. the first batch of p5 kids coming to watch us.. last yr ndp i was always excited budden now.... i dont no if im excited or not.Jus glad tat one of my burdens is gone now but i still have truck loads of it waiting to be unleashed upon me nia.. Haiz~ Sometimes i really regret tat decision i made 9 months ago. i wished i hadnt took up tat role if not i wouldnt be so stressed now... seriouly fml man