Haizz.. my life is in a mess right now. I have no idea what should i be doing now. Im like a lost sheep waiting for its owner to come back and guide me home. But I guess it will take a long time before I manage to find my owner. This week has been an emotional week for me. First thing was, I treat u like my gf but it seems im just some kind of toy for u. When u were afraid to fall in love again, I brought u back. But now u like someone else liao jiu break up with me... ohhwell. I guess thats wat they mean by flings.. Seriously retarded shit. Now I understand what they mean by girls go for jerks and friendzone guys who treat them good. Fuck it _|_ I guess ill have to forget bout all this and focus on my FYP and studies first. Places I shall avoid are Tanglin mall, Kallang Bahru, Holland Village, Far East Plaza and maybe Orchard if I cant help it. I guess its best that we remain as friends if thats even possible.. U even took a long time just to reply me. I guess the cycle is working. FML

23 Augest 2012 is my first exam paper for yr 3 sem 1. Damn sian cos lots of theory to memorise. Went to the exam hall and my mind was blank. WOOOHOOO!! so gonna fail that paper cos I dont know how to answer most of the questions as I forgotten the answer muahahah.

24 August. Tdy was my second paper. I believe I can get A or B for today cos I answered all the questions correctly heehee :P

Sunday got appreciation dinner for NDP. Looking forward to it and enjoying myself there before going home and chiong my studies for Tue paper on Embedded System Desgin.

Eh Wah! Eh Wah! Eh Wah!

PEKCHEKNESS TTM

Sibei dulan now.. Friday got labtest and Im not even prepared for it, why? cos im busy trying to write a fucking PROPOSAL for a certain thing which im not even in charge of. How de fug do u expect me to write a proposal when the event is not even planned by me? U expect me to come up with it when SP are the ones planning it? So why de hell u even want a proposal for anyways? Seriously dude! We jus join them for a certain camp nia and u want this want that from us... Sometimes I really wanted to quit alrdy you know. If not becos of the wonderful and fantastic ppl i met while i was here, u wouldnt even see me now. If only I can quit now... 

Wad will the consequences be if i were to quit? Cos right now quitting is such an attractive way of doing things. Can somebody tell me wad should i do now? Im like a headless chicken running around aimlessly :/

Common test is like 2 weeks away only and i haven even started studying yet. Haiz.. Hopefully i can understand my notes cos the teacher no provide notes for us :/  Exam dates out le. Mine is 23, 24 and 27 Aug. NDP appreciation dinner is on the 25 Aug if im not wrong. Will i have the mood and the time to attend? I wanna see cute girls in party outfits. HEHEHE! Tmr is NE3 le. suppose to wake up at 10am and im still not tired yet. HOSEHBO~ Im damn hungry now, sadly theres no food for me to eat at all >:(

NE2 with those p5 kids. they are so cute sia budden everyone was like so high tech sia! Dont no wad iphone ah, s2, s3 phones all come out sia. they so busy taking photos... I still remember when i was p5 i was soo excited about NDP show lor.. now the kids is like okay luh use phone and take pictures...

Haiz.. i totally understand how it feels to be over-friendly after the show. one big group sit and lepak tgt, in the end i see 3 different groups forming... so much for going out in a big group. Waste of my time spent there..

I saw u in the same train as me... u saw me and u pretended that i didnt exist. Well so be it then, it wont hurt to have one less friend in u..

FML. I do miss u occasionally but i gotta move on.

STRESS!! I can feel that heavy burden on me now!

Tdy is NE1 le. the first batch of p5 kids coming to watch us.. last yr ndp i was always excited budden now.... i dont no if im excited or not.Jus glad tat one of my burdens is gone now but i still have truck loads of it waiting to be unleashed upon me nia.. Haiz~ Sometimes i really regret tat decision i made 9 months ago. i wished i hadnt took up tat role if not i wouldnt be so stressed now... seriouly fml man

Yopes! I pass my common test exam on Embedded System Design when i didnt really study it muahaha!! When im out with my classmates den i study, when im home i on my com and facebook or twitter haha. so glad i pass. its like a miriclae yo!

Yesterday NDP rehersal got live audiences SHIOK TTM! It was pratically raining the whole time we were performing lor. BUT damn it was fun to dance in the rain. AWESOME yo. I saw lots of couple came to watch the performance, likea sweet only lor they all. Wanted to asked u to watch with me de but... It was just a dream... cant wait for next week when its the p5 kids who are coming to watch. They are always enthu one, cant wait for it :D

One more week till Common Test liaos. I only nid to take one exam paper muahaha.. Budden that one paper is alrdy killing me Hiazz.. Computer Programming has become harder sia. now nid to learn calculations and theory. Totally killing me. Gonna prepare to head to Nex to study with my friends soon. Hope we can really focus on studying instead of looking at girls HAHA! what can u expect a group of 4 guys tgt mahs :P seeing girl is their specialty luh.. Tats all for tdy.. Gonna start preparing to head out now. Byes peeps

Good Mornings all u retards.. SOMEONE COMPLAIN my blog rotting le so yeah here I am not making it rot lor. NDP rehearsals yesterday from 8am - 3.30pm Tired max but it was fun. Learning the cool dance moves and practicing with NYP BB PRIMERS and the Secondary kids from Hougang Sec was awesome haha. sadly tis year dont have that one person to "HIGH" with me. and thats my 2010! Miss Evangeline. She became support Exec le.. No more crazy dancing in front of the audiences tgt liaos. Well this got my 93! MDM YITING! haha and my cousin! Joseph muahah, lets hope they can bring the energy up in me like how the 2010s got crazy.
93 ah! must be crazy with me hor. dont always look sian sian one leh. I nid ppl to "HIGH" with me luh.
Hahaha!! hope i will enjoy the time spent at NDP well rushing through my projects and common test like a mad man,

3 words to describe my life now: FUCK MY LIFE...

Went to Universal Studios Singapore today with Qiu ling and Nicholas, hahah thanks to nicholas for being such a nice friend and treating us sia.. rich boy LOL!! Finally get to sit Transformers ride muahahah!! enjoyed myself ttm tdy :) Nicholas jitao say treat us to everything sia.. well since its his bdae its suppose to be we treat him but in the end is the opposite hahas.. Thanks u nicholas cya tmr LOL!

This post was suppose to be done on monday but i was too tired to do it so yeah dragged till today haha.. During the weekends was my primers orientation camp and i was the person in-charge running the whole camp so yeah~ u can guess how stress and tired i was having to ensure the logistics are done, food came on time and  the program flow is alright.. Reached the campsite around 5plus and ran through the programs again with my committee before the actual camp start at 7. Bus was delayed by 30mins and the whole camp started around 7.25pm i was so stress at that time cos i tot it would ruin the program flow sia.. Luckily we cut down on the icebreakers and quickly started on our night walk. I guess i was the most bored person as i ended up walking around aimlessly making sure that the teams are safe :/ Being a bad boy, i took a water spray and went around spraying everyone muahahah :D Thats how i end my first day of camp by spraying everyone with water followed by debriefing with the mentors, me no fall asleep this yeah haha :P thats the exciting part of camp, the rest is boring shit so yeah..

Worst morning of my life

Today was the worst morning of my life manzz.. went to sch at 8am and stand in front of the train door for 30 mins and i still cant get into the train.. so pissed tat i went to took a cab. Then waited for a cab for like another 20mins while waiting i text keng yun and i ask her take cab with me to sch. hurhurhur Thank you KengYun for cabbing with me :) On the way to sch my fren texted me say teacher no show which is equals to free lesson sia. I went to class at 10am teacher still not there. My whole class waited till 11 before heading for our next lesson. Thanks ah cher wasted no lesson oso no inform us. make me cab to sch and waste one hour waiting for u... POC is tmr cant wait for it but im sick :( sad life uh.. oh well lets jus be crazy and do crazy little things :P

Helloooo~~~ well its been a long time since i touched this hahaha!! well im glad to see 75 ppl coming for the first event of my cca :) wad a success in getting that number. GOOD JOB to everyone. now we have to maintain that number and continue growing in size.. Next event Primers Orientation Camp- target number of campers-> 80 OMG! i hope can hit that number.. Planing for POC hope it runs smoothly.. A certain CCA member taught me this never trust anyone too easily as they may backstab u! Friends?? Hmm have to be more strict in making new friends LOL!

Had a really bad day tdy but some how seeing u makes my day turn good :) went to Marine Parade for cca meeting to discuss about the orientation camp... haiz sad part is i have to rethink about everything again.. logistics/admin/my role in the camp and the program of the camp best part is camp is 3 weeks later. I dont have much time left to plan all over again. im so screwed :/

After the meeting which lasted for 3h30mins, i went over to find Keng Yun hahahah! suppose to meet her at 4 but i had to push the time back to 5. oops! didnt manage to go do her poly ez link card like we were supposed to..PS ah next time i pei u :P we tdy so cute luh haha she miss the bus den i alighted and walk back then she took the bus to the next stop when i almost walked to her bus stop den i have to walk back again hahahahah!! Mrt-ed dwn to bugis for SHOPPING! walked all over bugis street from first floor to the third and back dwn again. after tat fish and co for dinner *YUMMY!* Awww she treated me to dinner THANKS KENG YUN! Next time my turn hor rich girl! CHEY!!

Thanks for making my day turn from sour to sweet :)

knn meet meet meet.. u tink i very free uh ask me stay back in sch for another 3hs jus to bloody hell meet u... tamade la! I got a life okay.. im not going to waste my time jus for this cca.. i have alrdy dedicated alot of time to it tat my family is alrdy complaining tat cca is more impt den family... seriously if given a choice i rather resign now ok..

Tmr is club crawl alrdy.. its suppose to be a fun and cool thing to participate in but i just dont look forward to it tmr :/ haiz..
pls let there be lots of freshies joining us this yr.. it kinda sucks seeing the same ppl for all the events hahah! lets all make new friends this year and get high together :P

WHY is it that u have to come in and screw our operations up badly?! ant u jus let us do it in your own way.. sometimes what u think is not best for us.. why dont u jus leave us on our own? we arent primary or secondary sch kids anymore ok.. we are young adults! we know how to think for your own.. asspie

can we be best-friends?

Haizz woke up at 6am to prepare to head to sch for Club crawl briefing... reached there 10mins late why? cos i totally no feel to go at all plus its soo early who the hell will attend. Pre-briefing with mentors = kenna blasted by them.. haiz fml man. In the end only 4 members turned up for the stupid thing.. Why must u come in and disrupt the way we run our events?! WHY?! becos of u everyone is so not happy la! the flyers was nice but u had to reject it saying its too wordy?? WTF MAN! your flyer turn into smth tat confirm wont catch the freshies eyes lor.. black and white is like soo monotone pls.. i wont even want to take a second look at the piece of paper.. thanks to a certain someone, i got shot all over by arrows.. so extra say those thing for what.. u noe why i dont no?? cos u dont share info with the rest of the exco, u jus keep them to yourself.. well i aint gonna care about it anymore! so gonna mia after orientation.. im gonna make it an awesome camp with cool events and make it a memorable event den im gonna mia from NDP and whatever crap u gonna give me..

Missed u much

Haizz gonna have to wake up at 6AM on a SATURDAY MORNING thanks to some retard mtg tat have to be held at 9AM... Seriously sometimes i really regret being the PRESIDENT of that CCA uh... why did i agree to continue serving in the committee? I tot it would be fun and exciting but in the end it jus sucks big time... can i jus MIA from all mtgs and events?? but thats so unprofessional of me. Right well im gonna stop complaining bout it and jus do wad im expected to do..


Sch ended at 3pm muahahah! went down to t2 Swensens to collect my pay. Woohooo im $700 richer now! After tat went to tamp for a walk and buy KOI! bought one for me and another for Keng yun hahas :) wanted to head home after KOI but dont no why in the end i follow her walk all the way to TM.. HAHA! Went to Cotton On to shop.. wanted to get some jeans but im waiting for the SG sales to come hehe :P

Maybe I jus wanna spent time with u??

Thurs 19 April 2010

Third day of school today was like boring only siol... woke up at 7.50am and had to rush through breakfast and cabbed to school cos i dont want to be late for first lesson of a new module.. The cab fare was like 20 bucks man! Im so not gonna take cab to school anymore.. totally waste of my $$. well instead of being late for class i was 20mins EARLY! Lessons was boring.. almost fell asleep in class if it wasn't for someone who was so kind to company me text even if she got lesson hahah! thanks alot :) 2h lunch break.. met up with my old classmates and laughed our ass off.. Miss such times with them sia :/ walked from south to north back to south then to the middle of NYP.. why? cos i tot my class was at north but they werent haiz. 4hours of seeing the same teacher is boring... even though seeing the teacher is boring, the fun part was we get to play with the audio systems haha! 

Well i shall stop here for now :P

Miss u :(

Hope i can see u everyday or at least spend time msging you :)

First post of the yr!

Well... School started already and its my third day of year 3 of my poly life.. That's right! I'm currently studying at Nanyang Polytechnic which is like so damn far from my home... At first i tot i would have retarded classmates for my yr 3 but i'm glad that they turn out to be a friendly bunch of ppl.. Ill miss my old class of Mickey, Jasmine (*DA BOY*), Ernest, Jazmirul, Bob, Jasman and Gabriel. even though we are separate classes, we still keep in touch and troll each other often HAHA! Well i guess that's all for now.. Tune in for more lame post by me :)

I just wanna tell u that i liked u

I brace myself to say goodbye to that part of me which wants u

Pls friendzone me soon or i might fall back in love with u ),: